Home Sweet Home!

Finally i'm home!!

DAng! i miss home and especially my family..

Baba tak balik lagi and giler tak sabar nk jumpa die.. hehe

Today aku duk umah jek, xkua pon.. ingt nk kua tgk movie, but kemalasan d citu yer.. haha

Ingat nak lepak umah dlu puas2, then baru enjoy!! :)

Agk xbest gak la baru nk rase cuti kannn.. haha 

Tapi xpe, as long im hepi that way.. 

So! got nothing to say.. coz xsbar nk tgk part Harry Porter yang lain.. haha

so daa~

MOVIE again!!

Still studying and need a break.. soo.. go n watch movie ley?? 

Mesti la ley! haha

 

Last night kua tgk movie.. again! but this time with my type B guy, Mr.GRG a.k.a Naz..;) 

U guys! jgn tgk movie kat SKUdai Parade or should we call it IT PLaza?? dduuhhh! Name xley nk buruk lg?? That part of the night yg xbest laaa.. tp xkesah, kite enjoy!! ;)

OMG, seat yg sgt teruk.. sakit pinggang aku duk..ingt nak try la kan p tmpt baru.. last2 hampeh! 

but neway, nseb baik cter ktrong tgk da BOM laa! haha

Mesti la HARRY POTTER! part 1.. n seriusly, korang kene tgk! 

Ade part yg menakotkan.. serius! aku pun terkejut, even dis indian guy pon jerit! haha lawak tol! xjadi lgsg nk jerit pas dgr jeritan 'jantan' die..

and demon die pon makin hodoh tau tak! 

Part sedey of course ade, Harry, Ron and Hermoine kene delete memory pasal family and parents drg coz kne trun padang fight evil. So tatau la alive o dead, drg tak nak family drg tanggung sedey if drg MATI! haha

BUt if korang tahan duk 2 hours la.. haha

WORTH it!

Unpredictable and kali nie lagi byk funny stuf la.. hehe 

Nak aku citer ke?? xpayah la kann.. korang p tgk! =) 

Lepas tgk part 1 nie, rse cam teruja lak nk tgk part 2.. !

Must SEE !!

Sape kate exam week kite xley ENJOy! haha
Baru abes 3rd paper and ade lagi 2 more to go! killer subject man!

But xkesah la.. skunk bukan nk citer psal exam.. exam..exam.. BUSAN!
haaa~ now! MOVIE!

After paper petang xdi, kami berempat menuju ke destinasi yang lebih hebat! muahaha
panggung di wayang laaa!
And the 4 HOURS paling hepi kua enjoy!! haha

Seyus..ly! enjoy! from the beginning to the end, xstop talking sampai masing2 kehausan .. nk beli air but PERKH! xrmai lak beratur kt wyg tu.. AL maklum la, harry the potter kan baru kuar..

BUT!



REPUNZEL!!



xtgk poooOOn cter tuh! haaaa! tgk REPUNZEL!

and OMG!!! must watch movie for this MONTH! TOTALLY worth it!

Berbaloi-baloi.. :)

Sementara menunggu waktu kemasukan wyg tu.. kami berempat menuju ke destinasi yg terlebih lebih hebat.! haha

ARCADE game laaa bebeh!

and korang yg mengenali si nURUL bahiah nie rugi xtgk die men tong dram n aku! lawak wa ckp lu!
hahaha

si chachak n fiza merempit dlm arcade tuh.. rempit kete! predictable! chacha kalah! awwww.. yelaaa, xbese kete kecik2 nie.. die nk NEO jeekkK!! hahaha *u know what i mean chachak!

pastu kami sempat pekene tart blueberry berry yg nurul obses sgt tuh sejak raye lepas! haha

sgt sedap!!

OTW balik, cm bese.. fiza rempit ngn kancil plak.. n suasana mulai reda pabila smua mulut tetutup rapat. penat! ingt nk singgah MCD, but nurul xnak belanja SO xxjd!haha

Thanx to fiza of course for driving the whole time! haha

nex tyme, aku plak k!! ;)

dats all 4 tonight.. tomorrow got to start study again! JIA YOU!

My Sis New MAn!

Hari ni aku terkejut sangat!

My sis and her boyfriend almost 6 years together broke up!
JUST LIKE THAT! haha



And what shock me the most is pengganti sudh pun ketemu. Da ade penganti beb!haha

The greatest gossip ever! Aku xsangka finally die berani nak defend herself and aku berani cakap la, mmg patut!

No one know the truth except me. Aku leh nampak die hepi skunk walaupun baru2 tangkap chinta ngn si die.
Who cares?

She can take and accept sape yang die nak and no one can force her not to. That new guy seems to me like a good person, but aku xnak hope tinggi sangat coz aku sendri pon xjmp lagi bro tuh. That guy one year younger than my sis. My age but what the heck. My baba pun one year younger than my mum.
You go sis! After all this years, i'm so hapy for her. HER LIFE!
Do what ever u want sis, as long u are happy that way.


And another shocking news! The new man in her life is one of my friends' friend. Get it???haha

Favourite Song Ever!

I am finding out that mybe i was wrong

That i've fallen down and i can't do this alone

Stay with me

This is what i need please

Sing us a song

And we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our song

But what would it be without you

I am nothing now

And it's been so long

Since i've heard a sound

The sound of my only hope

This time i will be listening

Sing us a song

And we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own

But what would it be without you

This heart, it beats

Beats for only you

My heart is your's

.....

Freak Type A ~

9.15 pm ~ 11.30 pm : From Johor to Kajang

Final Destination: HOME!

I'm tired and exhausted. Mentally and physically.

Four more exam paper to go, and it's killin' me!

Maybe i need to chill a lil bit.

Perfectionist is so much harder than i thought.

I tend to push myself to the limit in order to be perfect. But face it! There's no perfection in real life.

I'm a freak Type A!!

Perfection is what i aim for. But i'm not usually like this you know.

I realize that i'm changing into some one that i usually don't like ~ perfectionist.

I admit, i'm not perfect too but i tend to make things as good as it can be.

Is it normal??

Maybe because my surroundings. Clever and brilliant people surrounding me and i'm not use to that. i'm just an ordinary girl who just found out that there's hope for me to succeed after all.

It's easy to succeed by fought hard but to maintain is the hardest part.

Every night, before i sleep i think of myself and why i'm always stress it out..

I'm not that kinda person that scores in every subject in my high school or even in primary school. I don't even know basic Bahasa when i was at primary school. I'm not a top A student in my school but i'm the girl who people have funwith. Go out and hang out, loiter around, jamming with my friends. Even there's a time i skip school and just hang out at the studio, doing nothing and just play music. I don't even like studying or going to school at that time.

But luckily, i had the most responsible and loving parents. Eventhough i had the very rough times a girl ever wish for.

I'm grateful and still standing where i am right now.

That's what trigger me to push myself not to suck it all up again. For the sake of my dad and mum.

But sometime deep down, somewhere between the pushing and stressing,

i miss the old me..

SUNDAY~

Just another SUNDAY~

and i'm glad there's still a SUNDAY for me ..

I spend the whole SUNDAY at the library finishing my assignments and project.. and thank GOD it's completed. Exam is just around th corner and here i am not thinking about studying yet.

Time OFF for me !

Just now my dad call me on the phone .. miss him so much!! xoxoxo ~

He is just damn FUNNY! haha

Thinking of him just make laugh. He always make fun of things and he never let anything block his way.

Yeah! I know because he's a bit LARGER in size. haha

I remember that one day when we're off to the market, buying grocery for mama. He was just right behind me when we're abut to pay all the stuff we bought. When it's was our turn to pay, iturn back he wasn't THERE!

OMG! i had no cash on me!

I know something fishy about him when i approach to the counter! uughh! How could i not notice. He's my Dad! Knew him for 22 years!

He accidently took off just like that because he likes making fun of me and see me gasping there like some idiots!

ughh!!

I look and turn hoping that he's somewher near me. I KNEW IT!!

He was standing outside looking and laughing at me!

With my face turned all red, i smiled at the counter-boy and said

' err, could you wait for a moment please. My dad just pranked me!'

and he laughed. Baba purposely wanna humiliate me infront of that guy!

OLD DAYS! :)

i miss my home.. i miss my mom..

Felt like ages.. mama think this is my last semester in UTM, Skudai and she even asked me what i'm gonna wear for my graduation day!!

OMG! I told her i'm here for another 1 year and a half and she gasped!

Major SHOCK i guess! haha

Baba going to London. Working but most importantly i asked him to buy me

things! haha e

Actually i don't want him to go.. At that time, my final exam just started and i need his support :)

No worries! he'll be back with lots of STUFF! *wink

Big BOLD shining accessories, clothes in my favourite colors.



Chicks DIG it! Must have for this season!

1. Vintage Handbags - slings (TICK~have it)

2. Plaid Shirt Dress - MNG (price unavailable - YET)

3. Platform Ankle Boots (won't wear it. Don't Care!)

4. Mid-sized Duffel Bag! Damn cute! ~ K.I.V

5. Tank Dress + Cute Sweater + studded BELTS = On my WAY ;)

6. Perfect JAcket ~ must be at least above the waist gurls! remember!

7. KOREAN flavor ~ keep it BOLD and SIMPLE

8. Sexiest JEANS for your shape ~ show the curves (but i don't have any!! haha)

9. Colors that POPs you up!

10. 1 splurge 5 ways! - mix and match with what you've got!

TIPS = FEMALE

But as i was drowned by these gorgeous things, i realized is it worth it??
Buy what you need not buy what you want!


This goes to me also.

OMG! i'm straining myself from buying these things. But who know's ;)

MIX and MATCH !!!

stress + food = FAT!

Exam is just around the corner and lots of assignment to do. Even projects and the due dates are consistently the same. So there comes an unfriendly friend called 'STRESS'. STRESS doesnt liketo be alone, it like to be acomponied by 'PIMPLES'. This PIMPLES are some kinda yis or a parasit that like to sit and just stay there until it get bored and POP!



However, STRESS never leaves until it take its medicine. And i assume all of us know it, introducing 'FOOD' !




Lately, i am soOoOOoo into food. So conclusion is i am STRESS. So no big deal just eat until i am fat enough to fit into the pool and dried out all the water in it. errkk, impossible!

So since i am so fund of food, i tend to eat variety type of food here at Johor Bahru.



Last week, i try out a Persian foods and it was marvelous! The place is at the Persian Cuisine, where most of the regular customer are Arabians and Persians. Originally, the owner was one of them.



The food had this, how to say it, complicated names that i hardly heard of. However, i 'tebal kan muka' and just said this one, and this one, and this one please! =) OMG !!!!!!! you guys should see how big is the kebab and the rice??? Seriously, full-stomach for a MONTH!



Awkward! When i entered the restaurant, eyes were on me. It felt like time had stop for about 5 sec and felt like shrinking. Then i realize that i was the only Malay girl at that time eating Persians food.

So to kept things cool, i walk with a smile on my face. =)



Enough with the Persian foods, today i went to another restaurants named Bilad Alsham. Its an Arabian foods and the different between both of this culture id their rice and kebab. Persian kebab, their a bit, how to say it, LEPER. haha

However, Arabians kebab are round and long. nyummmmm~~



i want to go eat know! my fingers are hurting ( actually very hungry coz imagining! haha )

Hard to understand...

people now a days getting so complicated to understand.. or is it only me with the understanding issues??






i really don't get it. seriously, i need to know the answers from every point of view no matter where you stand at. why is it hard for us to accept the one who love us, rather than chasing for the one who doesn't love us?? which one better?? and why?

is it the natural instinct of a human being to chase things that we could not even have it in the first place?




and is it natural for cheating others feeling? from where i stand, no matter what gender, love is like a clothez. u wanna wear it, u buy it and if that clothez is out-dated, throw it. is it really like that?




OMG! people sacrifice stupid things just for the pleasure of love. then finally, colapse! just like that!




simple words : i don't love you anymore! ANYMORE??? what on earth do you think you have the right to play with other peoples feeling??!!





for the love of god, stop doing what you are doing right now! my friends are hurting badly, and i hate seeing them getting hurt. don't let people jugde you and hate you already before even knowing you personaly.

i see with my own eyes, tears coming down from a very hard-hearted person just bcoz of love. Eventhough they don't show it, but i can feel it. i really believe in karma, what goes around, comes around back to you!






i know because i've been in this situation and everytime i think of it, i remember stupid mistakes that i've done in the past few years! correct me if i'm wrong. finding the RIGHT ONE is a normal thing and through that we have to break into phases of our life. but by including playing with innocent feelings? i don't think so.

if love it, take it, keep it, treasure it

if hate it, don't even get any closer to it.

Confession of a confusing heart~

i'm confused

i'll try making excuse

i'm not in loose

why don't you understand

i'm a women with my own stands

i have my own toughts

i have my own voice

i have my own dignity

that usually people call it independency

i rather do it my way

i know what i like

i know what i want

please give me space

to breath in my own way

it's complicated for you to understand

but have you ever felt like it's your life and

it's you who should take control?

it's not like toworrow the end of everything

just that, i'm gasping here

and i thought you could listen and hear

what i'm trying to tell you

that i'm nothing here but just a statue.

" L.O.V.E " ... really??

No one's afraid of heights

They're afraid of falling

No one's afraid of swimming

They're afraid of drowning

No one's afraid of love

They're afraid of rejection




When somebody love me, everything was so beautiful. Every day of my life, i lived upon my heart. Evey hour we spend together lives upon my soul and every nights i close my eyes, i see you comfort me.


But as years past by, love suppose to be beautiful. Through the summers and winters, Love faded slowly within time. And at that time i knew love is not in me.. I was left alone but still i waited for the day when i heard ' i will always love you '


Love smiles at me like it use to do. Hold me close and won't let me go. Love will always stay in my heart although i fell apart and hoping it wont break again. When love was sad, i was there to dry the tears and when love was happy, i was there to hug it tightly.


Every morning i wake up, seeing love was the first wish for every night and my heart pumps so fast when love hold my hand and say " i will always love you "

Love hold me like it used to do. But when time pass by, Love say goodbye.

Love left me alone, knowing that love will never stay forever.

Neer thought love will look my way, when love say i'm on my own again.

Which one is better??

Where ever we go, it must be soo cool when people know us and greet us. Feels like we're somebody special or in other phrase "famous". Usually this phrase are the goals for students either in school or university. Why does people or teenagers search for this title ~ FAMOUS ?? OMG, i am so sick of those butt-snifer, sorry to say but totally not into people who condemed each other in purpose to get to the top of everyhthing. Hell yeah if we want to be famous, butt-sniffing is one of those attitude and "assuming" when having ssoooOO many friends they are famous n are loved most among others. What on earth do you think it comes that way round?? duhhh~~

Wake up oready!!

Which one more better? Which one you prefer???

Having tons of friends, but each of them back stabbing you OR

Having just ONE friend, but always be there for you no matter what... (ask yourself)

People now a days can't be trusted. Even for those who you THINK the closest could stab you from the back! It is so pity for human and people not knowing this kinda situation. OR we pretend like nothing happen but deep down in our heart there's a fire waiting to be thrust out. I'm saying this for my behalf, that all my life i've been in difference kinda situation that involves in friends. Easily i could conclude that "the one who praise you is the one who hate you, but the one who criticise you is the one who loves you" .

Friends are those who don't want to see their freinds trumble down or fall. Even in difficult situation, their will always be there no matter what. But now a days, its very hard for me to find a true friend.

A friend, knows when im texting in a bad or good mood

A friend, knows when im having difficulties time

A friend, call me when im sad

A friend, understand what make me mad or happy

A friend, watch my back when people talk dirty bout me

A friend, give a shoulder to cry on

A friend = share more sadness than happiness

Cause its hard to find a friend that still stays around when in difficult timimg. And i believe, if i'm that friend, i would surely do what i just said ..

Worth to live for~

As i was looking outside my window, listening to people chattering, birds chirping and people talking to each other, buses making this awful noise when driving up the hills, mobile cars shouting at each other (hons) .. i wonder what it would be like to be in a place so quiet and calm. Peaceful as it could be and only the sound of the wind flowing back through my hair,whispering things that i assumed it would be. The only sound i wanted to hear is the sound of trees and leaves swept by the wind up the hilss full wth fresh green grasses and you could still smell the freshness. How i wish there are places really called

HEAVEN

Life is full of challenges and these challenges encourage us to strive for the best. However, the feeling to strive for the best persue me to a place that my heart are not fund with~stress!
Sometime i feel like im traped in this ball which are getting smaller n smaller 'till you're gasping for air. Have you ever felt like that before? However, now i'm still standing and i believe each of us feel that we still have the strength to stand straight, heads up high and pretend that we are strong. Thats what strive us to do the best~